this is hard.

this is so hard.
harder than i ever thought it would be.
any advice would be much appreciated at this point.
how do you make a long distance relationship going?

i just miss him so much. :(

big changes.

life is definitely random.
sometimes the unexpected happens.
but it's exactly what you needed.

(my life is amazing.)



who knew that t can be so hard sometimes?
it's okay. i'm ready to take it on.

p.s. i'm home from canada in my new apartment. i love it. :)

update soon.

my life is pretty hectic right now. on monday i decided to just move....so here i am moving into a new place.

and then wednesday was my birthday! (it was the best birthday i've ever had!!!)

but i'll update soon, i promise.

i just have to finish my 8 shifts in the next week and then i'll be good :)

then i'll head of to CANADA! WOOOOOO!

matt's home!

my brother's home. i couldn't be more happy. he was definitely the missing piece of me. i missed him a lot.

he had quite a group meet him at the airport. we didn't get a group picture, but there were LOTS of people. it was awesome!

all he said was "i love you, i love you mom" so cute!

i, of course, had to hug him too.

aw. i missed him.

i love how they are looking at each other. my grandpa was so proud!

family shot! (minus mike and co.)

this past weekend was packed full of family stuff. my ENTIRE family was together for the first time in 2 years. i'll post some pictures when i get them from my mom. matt was so cute with the kids, and they love him! bentley was darling of course. and it was so fun to see mike and moka. i haven't seen them much since i lived with them. i definitely miss their family!

now i'm just tired from all the family fun! (now back to real life)

i love this..

i love my mom's camera. last night me and will were playing around with it. here's some pictures that i thought were cute :)





this picture was from last week. i picked up my mom and sister from the airport and we went to red robin. i love them! as you can see me and my sister look exactly alike.

boy ADD

i have it.

FISHING!

You won't belive it. This girl is turning into a country girl. I'll tell ya why.

On Thursday me and my boyfriend Terron went fishing and it was so much fun!
I wasn't lucky enough to fish when I was younger..(thanks dad) so Terron had to show me how it's done.



We went up to Daybreak Lake. He didn't catch anything, but it was still really fun!
I think I'm turning into a country girl because the week before that he took me to Cabelas for the first time ever!


we sat on some sweet couches.


and i tried on some HOT clothes!

It's been a busy past two weeks. Today was my first real day off of either work or soemthing else. I've been working over night at work, and it's really fun. It gives me an excuse to take naps during the day without feeling like I'm being lazy.

On Friday me and my friend Meg went to the Hey Monday concert down at the Avalon Theater. It was really fun, and all the opening bands were realllly good. Me and Meg fell in love with The Bigger Lights. You should look them up. They're really good. Hey Monday was good of course, I love them. They have a girl singer and sound like Paramore.

It's been a really fun weekend, and I'm ready for this week. I work almost every day again. Target is definitely my real home now. I'm there more than I am at my apartment.

oh, and one last thing HAPPY FATHER'S DAY POP!


Us in Utah last October for a great BYU game! :)