this is what love looks like.

i'm in serious wedding planning mode. I got my theme all figured out, and now I just have to figure out all the details. I'm so excited!

Abby took some pictures of me and Randy this week. I absolutely love them. I thought I'd show a couple!

Hope everyone has a great week :)

the best thing to hold onto in life is each other.

I love that quote from Audrey Hepburn. i love being in love. i love having someone to love. i love being with the man i love. i love having someone to love me.

i am very much the most fortunate girl in the world. randy is the love of my life.

i know that i'm mushy, but why not just tell people how i feel? a lot of people are doubting our relationship and why i should even be with him. i just have to tell them that it doesn't bother me that you don't believe in us. we're in a difficult relationship, and not very many people are in our situation. i just say that you guys should at least give him a chance, no one is giving him a chance. maybe if you gave him a chance you would see why i love him so much.

he loves me for me, and i know i'll be with him forever. so i don't get why everyone needs to doubt our relationship. i hate that it strains my relationships. i'm sick of sacrificing relationships for him, but he's worth it.

he is the love of my life. just trust me.

i just wanted to tell people how i really feel.

another boring post, that turns mushy.

I feel like every single blog post is an update, but life sure is changing!

i have been so busy lately. my work has been kicking my butt. i'm training at Money Mart and i think i'm doing pretty well at all of it. i've been told i'm doing better than they've seen. I'm hoping it stays like that because there is SO much to learn!

Another new thing going on is me and Randy got a new place. His brother lives with us too. It's a basement suite in Canyon Meadows (for you Calgarians). I really love making it a home, and it's taken about a week but I'm no longer living in boxes! :)

We've had Annaleen all weekend, and dang she's a cutie. It's been so nice outside that we've been able to play at the park and other fun outside things.

When we moved we inherited Randy's old roommates cat. He is the fattest cat you will probably ever see in your life.

He didn't have a name really, so we named him Theo. He's kinda a bad cat, he's been abused his entire life so he's just trying to get some attention. But we did buy him a scratch post today so that's supposed to help. He loves sitting in the window looking outside. If the blinds are down he'll somehow fit between the blinds and get to the other side. He's already ruined all the blinds. I just hope the landlord understands!

Life has had quite a few trials lately, but I'm just glad I have randy to help me through it. I didn't mean for this post to get kinda sappy, but I really do love this man. I don't think I could've made it this past 4 months (HAS IT REALLY BEEN THAT LONG?) without him. I wish that everyone that read this blog knew him. He will sacrifice anything for me, and do whatever he can to help me out. He's the most selfless person I know, and I'm so happy I get to spend the rest of my life with him. He spoils me, and treats me like a princess. I love you baby.





these are all pictures from eating sushi. Our favorite thing to do! the first one was around new years and the last two are from valentines day. we eat a lot of sushi when we go out. and the last picture I asked him why he wasn't looking at the camera and he said he wanted to look at me instaed. I love this man. <3

It's been a while.

Me and Randy on Christmas Eve (just a random photo)

It's been quite some time since I blogged. I can blame that on the fact my laptop has been out of commission for over a month. Lets just say I'm sick of dealing with Dell & talking to India on the phone.

I finally got to go to Egypt! My family went the last two weeks of January & it was amazing! I'll definitely have to post about it once I load my external drive onto my computer. I have some amazing pictures. We took over 1200, but I promise I won't post that many!

I have accomplished three of my new year's resolutions so far:
1. Move out! I moved out this weekend, and I love it already!
2. get a promotion at work... ( I GOT A NEW JOB!!!) That count's right? I just got a new job at Money Mart. I'll be working at crate still, but now I can get some extra money!
3. be happier! - I am so much happier now. I love my life, and I can't wait for all of the new things to come!

My next post will be about Egypt and my life lately! :)

HELP!

I'm trying to plan my wedding and I need some help! Does anyone know anywhere to have an outdoor wedding that's really pretty? and I need to find someone to do my announcements.

Any comments or suggestions are VERY appreciated! :)

PS the date is now August 20th, and we're thinking of Canmore Ranch for the location

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one of my new year resolutions is to blog more, so here i am blogging again.
i guess i just have too much on my mind.
life really is so crazy right now. between working 40 hours a week and spending time with randy, i'm never around.
i leave to egypt in 2 weeks, which will be really fun.

i also decided to post my new year resolutions:

move out.
get a promotion at work.
go on a trip to utah with randy.
start saving money.
making myself happy.

so there's my little list. or is it just late night rambling?

really?

I really don't understand people and their motives. I think people need to think before saying something hurtful.

Just because you can't make your marriage last doesn't mean you should try to tear down my impending wedding (which may or may not happen soon thanks to people sticking their noses where they don't belong)

Tonight after crying to my guy about people and how much they can affect your life I decided I'm going to do what makes ME happy, not them. I can't make people happy if I'm not happy first. So excuse me while I fix my life.

Maybe this is just a blog to rant in. But hey, it's my blog and I'll do what I want.

I'll update soonish. Life is a tad bit nuts & I have a whole lotta drama.

And can I just say as much as I loved 2009 (the year I grew up and fell in love) I'm soooo over it.

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